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The final push

This is it guys!
It's my last week of school (yay!) and I have 3 more exams to go till freedom.



Why then am I on lj at 22:15 the night before my HUGE english exam in the morning? Why do I keep neglecting revision? WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF?

I've always been one of those annoying people that does enough to get by, I'm a geek in one sense because I work hard but at the same time, I'm so damn lazy. It's never been a big deal because I still maintain A-grades but I can't help but feel that A-levels are different.

One minute, I'm chill/confident and the next, I'm panicked. I always promise myself to get off the roller-coaster but it's a vicious cycle. I work hard to relax only to have to work even harder again. IT NEEDS TO END!

I've never been this tired in my life.

People always tell me to do my best so I can have no regrets no matter what happens but I cba!!

At the same time, I've been privileged enough to get into private education after years of state schooling. The standard is amazing, I've never seen anything like it before. I may complain about 12hr+ days/commuting and annoying people but it's such a wonderful opportunity that people from my background are rarely offered. I don't want to waste that....

Ah well, let me end my rant here.
Since summer is so close, I know I'll be paying a lot more attention to my journal.

Comments

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meridianslair
May. 22nd, 2011 11:16 pm (UTC)
woot no more school~~ (its prbly just me but it doesn't feel like summer)

i do the same thing.. maintain A-grades but cant do work on time for shit.. try to get a head start and end up doing it last minute instead LOL
i think its the mindset for everyone D8

do your best on your exams and good luck 8D
yolleh
May. 23rd, 2011 07:35 pm (UTC)
You've finished already?
Ugh, you're so lucky and no, I doubt it's just you.
I've never had 3 months off for summer before so when I finally get my freedom, it'll be surreal.
miszmba
May. 22nd, 2011 11:39 pm (UTC)
Good luck, it's nearly over so just keep going. Been through A-levels so I know how it's like but just think, you'll be done soon :)
yolleh
May. 23rd, 2011 07:35 pm (UTC)
Thanks. Now that I only have 2 more exams to go, I'm feeling more hopeful.
jxsica
May. 23rd, 2011 03:42 am (UTC)
Lol, that was my entire school life.
Be as lazy as possible, complete all assignments in the 12 hours before they're due, get an A.
I wish I had've worked so much harder, though, and actually put in effort.

Best of luck on your exams <3 Just don't stress yourself too much and try to stay relaxed.
yolleh
May. 23rd, 2011 07:38 pm (UTC)
On one hand, I don't see why I should work harder if I'm getting A's but on the other hand, it would be nice to hand something in knowing that I owned it completely.
One thing I do love doing is annoying all my classmates who slaved for weeks on the same assignment and still getting higher marks, lol. Am I being too arrogant?
jxsica
May. 24th, 2011 03:29 am (UTC)
Lmao, I loved doing that, too.
'omg you got such good marks!'
'yeah, not bad for something I did last night 8) /troll'
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